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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    9:26 am
    @@@@@She was obviously an ignorant, vain little
    @@@@@She was obviously an ignorant, vain little climberNow
    I'm willing to eat my words
    There's something admirable about anyone with serious religious
    feelings Wednesday morning in the second week
    of
    Scarlett's siege was dark and cold and rainy"I just can't walk all
    the way to the convent through this downpour," she moaned, "I'll ruin
    my only pair of boots She thought with longing of the Butlers'
    former coachman, EzekielHe had showed up, like a magical genie
    from
    a bottle, on the two rainy nights they were going out
    All this Charleston pretense is crazy and disgusting, but I'd be glad
    to put up with it today if I could just ride in a nice warm dry
    carriageAnd I have to go, so I will"Mother Superior
    left this morning early to go to Georgia for a meeting at the Order's
    school there," said the nun who opened the convent's doorNo one
    knew
    exactly how long the meeting would lastPerhaps one day, or several,
    or maybe a week or moreI don't have a week or more, Scarlett
    shouted
    inwardly, I can't even afford to waste a dayShe plodded back to the
    house through the rain"Throw away these damned boots," she
    ordered
    Pansy"And get me out some dry clothes Pansy was even more
    soaked
    than she wasWith an ostentatious fit of pitiful coughing, she limped
    off to do Scarlett's biddingI should take a strap to that girl,
    Scarlett said to herself, but she was more heartsick than angryThe
    rain stopped in the afternoonMiss Eleanor and Rosemary decided to
    go
    up to King Street shoppingScarlett didn't even want to do that
    She sat in her room brooding until the walls seemed to be closing in on
    her, then she went downstairs to the libraryMaybe Rhett would be
    there to provide some sympathyShe couldn't talk to anyone else
    about
    her frustration because she hadn't told anyone else what she was
    doing
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    9:26 am
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    The Aeroflot jetliner reversed engines and swung off the runway at Moscow’s Sheremetyevo
    AirportThe pilot taxied down the adjacent exit lane, then stopped a quarter of a mile from the
    terminal as an announcement was made in both Russian and French
    “There will be a five- to seven-minute delay before disembarkation
    No explanation accompanied the information, and those passengers on the flight from Paris who
    were not Soviet citizens returned to their reading material, assuming the delay was caused by gucci boston bag a
    backup of departing aircraftHowever, those who were citizens, as well as a few others familiar
    with Soviet arrival procedures, knew betterThe curtained-off front section of the huge Ilyushin jet,
    a small seating area that was reserved for special unseen passengers, was in the process of being
    evacuated, if not totally, at least in partThe custom was for an elevated platform with a shielded
    metal staircase to be rolled up to the front exit doorSeveral hundred feet away there was always a
    government limousine, and while the backs of those rolex oyster perpetual day-date disembarked special passengers were briefly in
    view on their way to the vehicles, flight attendants roamed through the aircraft making sure no
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    365
    cameras were in evidenceThese travelers were the property of the KGB, and for
    reasons known only to the Komitet, they were not to be observed in Sheremetyevo’s international
    terminalIt was the case this late afternoon on the outskirts of Moscow
    Alex Conklin limped out of the shielded staircase followed by Bourne, who carried the two
    outsized flight bags omega seamaster gmt that served as their minimum luggageDimitri Krupkin emerged from the
    limousine and hurried toward them as the steps were rolled away from the aircraft and the noise of
    the huge jet engines began growing in volume
    “How is your friend the doctor?” asked the Soviet intelligence officer, shouting to be heard over
    the roar
    “Holding his own!” yelled Alex“He may not make it, but he’s fighting like hell!”
    “It’s your own fault, Aleksei!” The jet rolled away and Krupkin lowered his voice accordingly,
    still loud but not shouting“You should have chanel fake called Sergei at the embassyHis unit was prepared to
    escort you wherever you wished to go
    “Actually, we thought that if we did, we’d be sending out an alert
    “Better a prohibiting alert than inviting an assault!” countered the Russian“Carlos’s men would
    never have dared to attack you under our protection
    “It wasn’t the Jackal—the Jackal,” said Conklin, abruptly resuming a conversational tone as the
    roar of the aircraft became a hum in the distance
    “Of course it wasn’t him—he’s hereIt was his goons following orders
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    9:26 am
    @@@@@ He's quite a jewel, your MrThe two of you
    @@@@@
    He's quite a jewel, your MrThe two of you really
    ganged up on me
    "We did, didn't we?" She sounded delightedOnly you have to do something for me
    "What?"
    564
    "You have to call the girls, because they're going
    crazy, Ilse in particularAnd Pam?"
    "What, hon?" I'm sure she said it without thinking,
    without knowing how it could cutAh, well - she
    probably felt the same when she heard my pet name
    for her coming up from Florida, growing colder
    with every mile it sped north
    It was only quarter to eleven when we said goodbye
    and hung upTime never went faster that winter
    than it did during my evenings in Little Pink -
    standing at my easel, I'd wonder how the colors in
    the west could possibly fade so fast - and it
    never went slower than it did that morning, when I
    made the phone calls I'd been putting offI
    swallowed them one after the other, like medicine
    I looked at the cordless sitting in my lap"Fuck
    you, phone," I said, and started dialing again
    v
    "Scoto Gallery, this is Alice
    565
    A cheery voice I'd come to know well over the last
    ten days
    "Hi, Alice, it's Edgar Freemantle
    "Yes, Edgar?" Cheery became cautiousHad that
    cautious note been there before? Had I just
    ignored it?
    I said, "If you have a couple of minutes, I wonder
    if we could talk about ordering the slides at the
    lecture
    "Yes, Edgar, we certainly could The relief was
    palpableIt made me feel like a heroOf course
    it also made me feel like a rat
    "Have you got a pad handy?"
    "You bet your tailfeathers!"
    "OkayBasically, we're going to want them in
    chronological order-"
    "But I don't know the chronology, I've been trying
    to tell you th-"
    "I know, and I'm going to give it to you now, but
    listen, Alice: the first slide won't be
    chronologicalThe first should be of Roses Grow
    from ShellsHave you got that?"
    566
    "Roses Grow from Sh
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    9:34 am
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    I had no idea what he was talking about
    "Life pushes all of us aroundA few learn the lesson and move onThey welcome life pushing them aroundTo these cartier love few people, it means they need and want to learn somethingThey learn and move onMost quit, and a few like you fight
    Rich dad stood and shut the creaky old wooden window that needed repair"If you learn this lesson, you will grow into a wise, wealthy and happy young manIf you don't, you will spend dior bag your life blaming a job, low pay or your boss for your problemsYou'll live life hoping for that big break that will solve all your money problems
    Rich dad looked over at me to see if I was still listeningWe stared at each other, streams of communication going between us through our eyesFinally, I gucci women watch pulled away once I had absorbed his last messageI was blaming him, and I did ask to learn"Or if you're the kind of person who has no guts, you just give up every time life pushes youIf you're that kind of person, you'll live all your life playing it safe, doing the right things, saving yourself for chloe dior some event that never happensThen, you die a boring old manYou'll have lots of friends who really like you because you were such a nice hard-working guyYou spent a life playing it safe, doing the right thingsBut the truth is, you let life push you into submissionDeep down you were terrified of taking tiffany replica jewelry ri
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    9:26 am
    @@@@@He had dropped back from the point, and he
    @@@@@He had dropped back from the point, and he moved from man to man, slowing his stride or increasing it in order to keep pace with them
    "How's it going today, Wyman, you feel any better?"
    Wyman noddedI'm sorry I pooped out yesterday
    "Hell, we all were bushed, it'll be better today He clapped Wyman on the shoulder and dropped back to Ridges
    "Lot of country, heh, boy?"
    "Yeah, Lootenant, always enough country
    He walked for a while beside Wilson, kidding him"Still fertilizing the ground, boy?"
    "Yeah, Ah lost mah petcock, ain't nothin' to hold it in now
    Hearn nudged him in the ribs"Next break we're gonna cut a plug for you
    It was easy, it was swellHe hardly knew why he was doing it, but it gave him a great deal of pleasureHe had suspended all judgments, scarcely cared now about the patrolThey would probably be successful today, and by tomorrow night they would be ready to start backIn a few days the patrol would be over, and they would be in bivouac
    He thought of Cummings, an felt a sour hatred, had no desire suddenly for the patrol to endHis mood was spoiled momentarilyWhatever they accomplished would be for Cummings's benefitIf you ever traced anything out to the end, you found yourself in troubleThe trick was to keep putting one foot in front of the other"Okay, men, let's keep moving," he said quietly, as they filed past him on a slope
    And there were other problemsAs never before he would have to keep his eyes open, absorb things, learn in a few days the lessons Croft had acquired over months and yearsNow he was in command only through the most delicate of balancesIn a sense Croft could kick it over whenever he wanted
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    9:26 am
    @@@@@He was such a big old man, but he's
    @@@@@He was such a big old man, but he's practically lost in that
    big bed, nothing but skin and bones"Hello, Grandfather," Scarlett
    said, "I've come to see you for your birthdayIt's Scarlett, Ellen's
    daughter
    "I haven't lost my memory," said the old manHis strong voice belied
    his fragile body"But apparently your memory fails youIn this
    house, young people do not speak unless they are spoken to
    Scarlett bit her tongue to keep silentI'm not a child to be talked
    to that way, and you should be grateful anybody comes to see you at
    allNo wonder Mother was so happy to have Pa take her away from
    home!
    "Et vous, mesfillesQu 'ist-ce-que vous vouie cettefois?" Pierre
    Robillard growled at his daughtersEulalie and Pauline rushed to the
    bedside, both speaking at onceMy grief!
    They're talking French! What on earth am I doing here? Scarlett sank
    down onto a gold brocade sofa, wishing she was some place-any
    place-elseRhett better come after me soon or I'll go crazy in this
    houseIt was getting dark outside, and the shadowed corners of the
    room were mysteriousThe headless soldier seemed about to move
    Scarlett felt cold fingers on her spine and told herself not to be
    sillyBut she was glad when Jerome and a sturdy-looking black
    woman
    came in carrying a lampWhile the maid pulled the curtains Jerome lit
    the gas lamps on each wallHe asked Scarlett politely if she would
    move so that he could get behind the sofa
    When she stood, she saw her grandfather's eyes on her, and she
    turned
    away from themShe found herself facing a big painting in an ornate
    gilt frameJerome lit one lamp, then a second, and the painting came
    to lifeIt was a portrait of her grandmother
    Scarlett recognized her at once from the painting at T
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    9:26 am
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    “I presume you mean bullets when you speak so reverently of ‘foreign objects,’ ” said Krupkin
    in high dudgeon
    “He means bullets,” confirmed Alex hoarsely in RussianThe retired CIA station chief was
    unable to move his head because of his bandaged throatWide adhesive straps extended down
    across his collarbone and upper right shoulder
    “Thank you,” said the surgeon“You were both fake louis vuitton bags fortunate, especially you, our American patient
    for whom we must compile confidential medical recordsIncidentally, give our people the name
    and address of your physician in the United StatesYou’ll need attention for some weeks ahead
    “Right now he’s in a hospital in Paris
    “I beg your pardon?”
    “Well, whenever something’s wrong with me, I tell him and he sends me to the doctor he gucci men watch thinks
    I should see
    “That’s not exactly socialized medicineI’ll give his name and address to a nurseWith luck he’ll be back soon
    “I repeat, you were very fortunate
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    404
    “I was very fast, Doctor, and so was your comradeWe saw that son of a bitch running out
    toward us, so we locked the doors and kept moving in the seats and firing at him as he gucci bookbag tried to get
    close enough to put us away, which he damn near didI’m sorry about the driver; he was a brave
    young man
    “He was an angry young man as well, Aleksei,” broke in Krupkin from the other table“Those
    first shots from the doorway sent him into that bus
    The door of the infirmary burst open, which was to say it was not opened so much as it was
    invaded, submitting to the birkin bag hermes august presence of the KGB commissar from the flat in SlavyanskyThe
    blunt-featured, blunt-spoken Komitet officer in the disheveled uniform lived up to his appearance
    “You,” he said to the doctor, “I’ve spoken to your associates outsideYou are finished here, they
    say
    “Not entirely, comradeThere are minor items to attend to, such as therapeutical—”
    “Later,” interrupted the replica rolex submariner commissar
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    9:34 am
    @@@@@ I didn't reply to this "Are you Edmund?"
    @@@@@
    I didn't reply to this
    "Are you Edmund?" she asked timidly
    "Miss Eastlake, don't tax yourself," Wireman said
    gently"This is-"
    "Hush, Wireman," I said
    "You paint," she said
    "Have you painted the ship yet?"
    A curious thing happened to my stomachIt didn't
    sink so much as it seemed to disappear and leave a
    void between my heart and the rest of my gutsMy
    knees tried to buckleThe steel in my hip went
    hotThe back of my neck went coldAnd warm,
    prickling fire ran up the arm that wasn't there"Again and again and again
    "You're Edgar," she saidI guessed no one had called her honey
    in a long time"My mind is like a tablecloth with
    a great big hole burned into it She turned to
    Wireman"Muy divertido, sí?"
    "You need to rest," he said"In fact, you need to
    dormir como un troncoAnd I think
    when I wake up, I'll still be here She lifted his hands to her face and
    kissed them
    "I love you, too, Miss Eastlake," he saidIs it Edgar?"
    "What do you think, Elizabeth?"
    "Yes, of course it isYou're to have a show? Is
    that how we left things before my last She
    drooped her eyelids, as if to mime sleep
    "Yes, at the Scoto Gal
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    9:34 am
    @@@@@"Aren't you encouraging me to go to business
    @@@@@"Aren't you encouraging me to go to business school for my master's degree?"
    "Yes," said rich dad"But all too often, business schools train employees who are sophisticated bean countersHeaven forbid a bean counter takes over a businessAll they do is look at the numbers, fire people and kill the businessI know because I hire bean countersAll they think about is cutting costs and raising prices, which cause more problemsBean counting is importantI wish more people knew it, but it, too, is not the whole picture," added rich dad angrily
    "So is there an answer?" asked Mike
    "Yes," said rich dad"Learn to use your emotions to think, not think with your emotionsWhen you boys mastered your emotions, first by agreeing to work for free, I knew there was hopeWhen you again resisted your emotions when I tempted you with more money, you were again learning to think in spite of being emotionally chargedThat's the first step
    "Why is that step so important" I asked
    "Well, that's up to you to find outIf you want to learn, I'll take you boys into the briar patchThat place where almost everyone else avoidsI'll take you to that place where most people are afraid to goIf you go with me, you'll let go of the idea of working for money and instead learn to have money work for you
    "And what will we get if we go with youWhat if we agree to learn from you? What will we get?" I asked
    "The same thing Briar Rabbit got," said rich dad"Freedom from the Tar Baby
    "Is there a briar patch?" I a
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    9:26 am
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    "Sure, Listen, I'll tell ya, all these guys who are always braggin', even a guy like Wilson here He lowered his voice"Listen, you can't tell me they didn't have the same troublesIt's always hard to get adjusted
    He liked GoldsteinThe amalgam of Chanel Purse the night, the rustling of the leaves in the wood, worked subtly on him, opening the door to all his uncertainties"Look," he said abruptly, "what do you think of me?" He was still young enough to make this question the climax of any confidential talk Goldstein always answered a question like this by telling people what they wanted to tiffany cross hearHe was not being consciously dishonest; he always generated warmth for the person who asked him even if he had never been a friend"Mmm, I'd say that you're an intelligent fellow with your feet on the groundAnd you're kind of ambitious, which is a good thingI'd say you'll probably go places And until this moment he had never quite liked louis vuitton men Stanley for exactly these reasons, although he had not admitted it to himselfGoldstein had a formal respect for successBut once Stanley had exposed his weaknesses, Goldstein was ready to make virtues of all his other qualities"You're mature for your age, very mature," Goldstein finished
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    9:26 am
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    'What's it called, Danny? I might know it," Billy said"'I'll Take
    You Home'?" Billy shook his head"I'll be glad to learn it from
    you
    Danny Murray grinned"I'll be glad to show you He tossed the hair
    off his face and took a breathThen necklace chanel he opened his lips, and music
    poured out of him like shining silver threadI'll take you home
    again, Kathleen Across the ocean wild and wide To where your heart
    has
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    your cheekI've watched chanel earrings logo them fade away and dieYour voice is sad
    when e'er you speak And tears be-dim your loving And I will take
    you back, Kathleen To where your heart willfrel no painAnd when the
    hil4 are fresh and green I will take you to your home, Kathleen
    Scarlett joined in the vintage omega watches applause"That was so
    grand I forgot to learn," Billy said ruefully"Sing it again, Danny,
    for me to get the tune
    "No!"
    Kathleen O'Hara jumped to her feetHer face was streaked with
    tears
    "I can't listen again, I can't!" She wiped her eyes with her palms
    "Forgive me," Prada Purse she sobbed She stepped carefully over
    the sleeping children and ran away"I'm sorry," said the boy
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    9:36 am
    @@@@@This “Doc” had tried to get his answer from
    @@@@@This “Doc” had tried to get his answer from others before
    me
    Two, he had tried unsuccessfullyIf any soul had forgone suicide only to crack under the
    humans' torture, they would not need me nowMy death would have been mercifully swift
    Oddly, I couldn't bring myself to hope for a quick end, though, or to try to effect that outcome
    It would be easy to do, even without doing the deed myselfI would only have to tell them a
    lie–pretend to be a Seeker, tell them my colleagues were tracking me right now, bluster and
    threatenOr tell them the truth–that Melanie lived on inside me, and that she had brought me
    here
    They would see another lie, and one so richly irresistible–the idea that the human could live on
    after implantation–so tempting to believe from their perspective, so insidious, that they would
    believe I was a Seeker more surely than if I claimed itThey would assume a trap, get rid of me
    quickly, and find a new place to hide, far away from here
    You're probably right,Melanie agreed
    But I wasn't in pain yet, and so either form of suicide was hard to embrace; my instinct for
    survival sealed my lipsThe memory of my last session with my Comforter–a time so civilized it
    seemed to belong to a different planet–flashed through my headMelanie challenging me to
    have her removed, a seemingly suicidal impulse, but only a bluffI remembered thinking how
    hard it was to contemplate death from a comfortable chair
    Last night Melanie and I had wished for death, but death had been only inches away at the
    timeIt was different now that I was on my feet again
    I don't want to die, either,Melanie whisperedut maybe you're wrongMaybe that's not why
    they're keeping us aliveI don't understand why they would She didn't want to imagine the
    things they might do to us–I was sure she could come up with worse than Ihat answer would
    they want from you that bad?
    I'll never tellNot you, not any humanBut then, I wasn't in pain
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Encouraged, Wyman asked, "I guess it's gonna be rough, huh?"
    Red sighed, but repressed his annoyance"It won't be too bad, kidYou just keep a tight ass-hole, and the rest of you'll take care of itself
    Wyman laughed quietlyHe liked Red, and decided he would stay near himThe trucks halted, and the men gucci mens watch moved around inside, shifting their positions and groaning as they flexed their cramped limbsThey waited patiently, their heads dropping on their chests, their damp clothing unable to dry in the heavy night airThere was barely a breeze and they felt tired and sleepy
    Goldstein was beginning to fidgetAfter the trucks had remained motionless for five minutes, dior handbags he turned to Croft and asked, "Sergeant, is it all right if I get out and take a look at what's holding us up?"
    Croft snorted"You can stay right here, GoldsteinThey ain't none of us gonna be getting up and getting lost on purpose
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    Croft yawned and then lashed him in a cold even voice"I tell you what, you're going to have enough things to worry aboutSuppose you just set down and beat your meat if you're gettin' anxiousI'll do all the goddam masterminding There was a snicker from some of the men in chanel bag classic the truck, and Goldstein was hurtHe decided he disliked Croft, and he brooded over all the sarcastic things Croft had said to him since he had been in the platoon
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    9:26 am
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    @@@@@I don’t know what Sir Thomas may think of such matters; he
    may be too much of the courtier and fine gentleman to like his
    daughter the lessBut, by G—! if she belonged to me, I’d give her
    the rope’s end as long as I could stand over herA little flogging for
    man and woman too would be the best way of preventing such
    things
    Fanny read to herself that “it was with infinite concern the newspaper
    had to announce to the world a matrimonial fracas in the
    family of Mrof Wimpole Street; the beautiful Mrs whose
    name had not long been enrolled in the lists of Hymen, and who
    had promised to become so brilliant a leader in the fashionable world,
    having quitted her husband’s roof in company with the well-known
    and captivating Mr the intimate friend and associate of Mr
    and it was not known even to the editor of the newspaper whither
    they were gone
    “It is a mistake, sir,” said Fanny instantly; “it must be a mistake, it
    cannot be true; it must mean some other people
    386
    Mansfield Park
    She spoke from the instinctive wish of delaying shame; she spoke
    with a resolution which sprung from despair, for she spoke what she
    did not, could not believe herselfIt had been the shock of conviction
    as she readThe truth rushed on her; and how she could have
    spoken at all, how she could even have breathed, was afterwards
    matter of wonder to herselfPrice cared too little about the report to make her much answer
    “It might be all a lie,” he acknowledged; “but so many fine
    ladies were going to the devil nowadays that way, that there was no
    answering for anybody
    “Indeed, I hope it is not true,” said MrsPrice plaintively; “it
    would be so very shocking! If I have spoken once to Rebecca about
    that carpet, I am sure I have spoke at least a dozen times; have not I,
    Betsey? And it would not be ten minutes’ work
    The horror of a mind like Fanny’s, as it received the conviction of
    such guilt, and began to take in some part of the misery that must
    ensue, can hardly be describedAt first, it was a sort of stupefaction;
    but every moment was quickening her perception of the horrible
    evilShe could not doubt, she dared not indulge a hope, of the
    paragraph being falseMiss Crawford’s letter, which she had read so
    often as to make every line her own, was in frightful conformity
    with itHer eager defence of her brother, her hope of its being hushed
    up, her evident agitation, were all of a piece with something very
    bad; and if there was a woman of character in existence, who could
    treat as a trifle this sin of the first magnitude, who would try to gloss
    it over, and desire to have it unpunished, she could believe Miss
    Crawford to be the woman! Now she could see her own mistake as
    to who were gone, or said to be gone
    Rushworth; it was Mrs
    Fanny seemed to herself never to have been shocked beforeThere
    was no possibility of restThe evening passed without a pause of
    misery, the night was totally sleepl
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    “They work for the Jackal!”
    “One did,” said the sister“The other never heard of Carlos
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    “It’s crazy,” agreed Marie, nodding to the guard to help her brother up“Come on, Johnny, we
    have things to talk about
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    “Christ, I tried, DavidGoddamn it, I tried!”
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    “Have you heard the news?” cried St“General Teagarten was killed and they say it
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    205
    “Oh, shut up,” said Bourne, replacing the phone and leaving the booth, walking down the street
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    Peter Holland, director of the Central Intelligence Agency, rose to his feet behind his desk and
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    “Did you lose yours when you issued that statement about a joint British-American operation in
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    “It was the goddamned truth!”
    “There are truths, and then again there are other truths, such as denying the truth when it doesn’t
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    “Shit! Fairy politicians!”
    “I’d hardly say that, Genghis
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